What God Said

and how today turned out

"All too often loud events and daily busyness cloud your vision of God. Take some time to slow down; let there be silence, let there be peace. Calm your mind and let your inner voice re-emerge from the silence. Allow yourself to see visions, allow yourself to dream dreams; and you may hear the voice of God reaching out to you."

Like i said i always love these from facebook always so true. it's like making sure i'm not too hard on myself and know that god has a plan for me as long as i'm true to myself.

Uhg Plaid

I cant stand the plaid trend it might just be one of the most annoying ones just one of my pet peeves i guess are fads like these, but i have to admit the plaid print is good within reason. And the pattern tend to flatter most bodies. it's just that it's way over done in the teen scene at high school at least they totally killed so basically i hated it before i could actually appreciate the new trend so whatever. Now i have a thick real plaid shirt that's worn in shredded in blue and yellow color more my feel so i like. and before that i had bought a very cheap black and white typical shirt that i regret buying but it's basic enough. and in response to one blogger the trend is not because of twilight i'm pretty sure.
plus i would wear it like in the luella collection from the catwalk ^^ add a total grungy edge to it

(late post this must've been on one of my bad days i probably was gonna say something else too oh well)
Floral is starting to grow on me too, it can simple young and some sophistication in it besides i need to be little girly now and then.

Friday Finally Finals Finished

C'est Fabulous
God Wants You To Know Today...

"In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall."

I can't believe how accurate this app on facebook can be sometimes even though it most likely it is random, they often do have some relation to what's going on in my life and i love them. I really was depressed this whole week trying to study and work hard pulling up my grades at the last minute without much success at all. I pretty much fail at life .
not to be that is no longer the question
i'm so ready to collapse
oh dear i wonder how my senior favorite pictures went
I wore my Quest Crew T-shirt for it

i shall practice this song... i love this song

Wishful Wednesday

Blazers and more jewelry
omg this show by mcqueen is perfection so speechless he even has gaga playing
and the shoes in mcqueen show i want they're so unique i would work hard to wear them well

ok i seriously crave balmain clothes they are what i would wear


ok i wanted to see what else is out there so i checked this designer out of Bottega Venetta by Tomas Maier

When Nature Calls

i'd say that this is my best picture of the day by the full lake and duckies in the back

what i'm wearing:
red sequin headband: target
t-shirt: gap
blue cardigan: American Eagle
Black Coat: Nordstrom Rack
Leggings: Epik Threads
Black Flats: American Eagle
Glasses: Coach

oh dear a fork in the road: but as Robert Frost Would say

"The Road Not Taken I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference."

so much stormy weather and rain seemed to have made this tree split in half blocking a path in the park.
so i spent my sunday in central library studying and dont regret trying to flirt harder with any guys thankyou very much
photo courtesy of my mom she seems to only enjoy talking pics of me and not just the beautiful scenery oh well and my phone ran out of memory to take any more of the park adn the after math of the rain.

My School's Fashion Show?

snapshot of me on the runway credit of photo from my friend hyeseung @ http://hyesseungee.blogspot.com/


me and my make-up artist she is so cool i love the way she does make-up so jealous of her urban decay i want it especially the new alice and wonderland collection coming up

jiu the tall male model so edgy and our chic photographer poised at the ready she looks so pro

on friday me and my friends were apart of the ashion show jiu and i were models and my artsy friend Bri was the make-up artist which reminds she has a blog too just not giving the link to her friends oh well
at any rate the show was quite disastrous or successful

thanks again bri for video of our runway
looks cool right? haha w.e friday was still fun

Rainy with a chance of Lightning and thunder ... Tornado Please?

what iwore:
jacket: notrstrom rack
top: epik threads
leggings: old navy
boots: H&M
you can finally see my bangs in these pics
tomorrow is the fashion show that i'll walk in and i figure the designer is not very good... and my friend should've done some designs oh well excited for the make up tho will upload pic of practice make up for show
i love my friend the make up artist
it's weird how i felt depressed earlier partly because of grades... valentines comingup among other things and then when it started lightning i felt happier oh happy day if i could fall asleep to rain. i like this weather just fine :D
<3 dominique

Eyes- Heart Sonnet 46 by Shakespeare

caption: found this pic somewhat like what i wish i couldve done as an art project for the following poem but it's all beautiful nonetheless
Sonnet 46 (Eye – Heart Poem)
Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war
How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
Mine eye my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.

My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie--
A closet never pierced with crystal eyes--
But the defendant doth that plea deny
And says in him thy fair appearance lies.

To 'cide this title is impanneled
A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
And by their verdict is determined
The clear eye's moiety and the dear heart's part:

As thus; mine eye's due is thy outward part,
And my heart's right thy inward love of heart.

My Translation or what it means to me and i dont care if it isn't technically correct
My eyes and heart are in a deadly battle
On how to separate the capture of your image
My eyes would prevent my heart from looking at your picture
While my heart would challenge my eyes from seeing straight
My heart pleads that you are in my heart
Therein lies a private place never seen by transparent eyes
But the cautious eyes will not easily admit it
And the eyes say where beauty lies for him
He then decides he enlists in
I have a jury of thoughts in my heart
And they have decided
That the eyes judgment and the heart share in one:
Sharp eyes share and hears closely share a view of the image
At this your outward part is given to my eyes
And your inner hear, the love, you gave to my heart.

This was part of my english assignment that i mostly procrastinated but i really do love this poem. (maybe i should try to memorize it...) I chose this poem because it shows my frustration with love the best. I get so confused that i refuse to believe either my heart or eyes it certainly does feel like a battle. and i wish my fellow peers would understand this poem the same way i do but then that's just me being bitter and a bit angry realizing it's almost valentines and i'm still single (can't stand the valentines movie coming out ugh yet i'm curious). To me the poem says how hard it is decide ones feeling and to determine if it really is love. Thus far i've been fighting with love alot we just dont get along and my heart and eyes would agree with me when i say we are weary of it all.
P.s. update oufit post for sure tomorrow let's hope the pic comes out well and i'm still deciding what to wear but def my new nice black jacket the perfect length for me

i literally live right by this and damn if we actually get a tornado yes this was taken yesterday and actually happened as much as i love rain i dont want a tornado ... let it rain all night bring in new

i know this is a pretty long post but what evs i freakin <3 their new album i can be so azn sometimes

Let's sit back and reflect on this

"Sure, there is time to invest yourself fully into work, but there is equally important time for joyful resting. And for you, this time is now. What is the absolutely most wonderful little treat you can give yourself? Do it today."

I didn't do much today just decided to relax again iono i felt chill after getting my hair cut. So i didnt get lo-lights in my hair to even it out not until later. I just got bangs and more layers in the fron woot hehe. so wanted this look a while back oh well. Now i just look so asian >.<
despite the lame scale the night before it said 110 and i didn't eat much for dinner then in the morning and a bit of exercise i weighed about 108 i'm still working down to my lowest weight again and even lower i still want to loose 10 pounds at least and more if possible.
I will finish my english project tonight.

Today of all Fridays was like a Miracle

what i wore today:
skirt: wetseal
shirt: Gap
stockings: UO
shoes: converse
bag: H&M
I bout a rater loose bracelet and some cheap charm for my bag it's already starting to fall apart already T^T oh wel it was only a dollar
i wanted to buy another ring for 4dollars but it was starting to fall apart already i dont know were else to buy it cuz it's already falling apart and i dont know where else to buy the picutred ring
yep more soon on my lookbook ^_^
Oh yes today was hella fun :DD and it was long i'm so tired to write about it I finally got to hang with one of my besties Brenda and finally meet her boyfriend Dennis and coincidentally we met up with J0na and Eva cool hanging with them afterwords as well
i'd really rather just have a bunch of pictures tell the story i might go back and say it in whole
man i'm such a bad bad friend i forgot her present in the morning so i couldnt give it to her T^T
cuz who knew? today would be so filled with memories so i'm a let the picutures do the talking



I think this song is how i'm feeling even though it's about being lonely but i'm tonight despite the fun day i've had X]

Just Chill

what I wore
leather jacket: sashimi
Jeans: epik threads...
scarf: gift
shoes: UO leopard print
ok i'm getting lazy writing what i wear and i really think i just like having pictures of my outfits but anyways I"m a promote my friends blog too and see how cute and fashionalbe she is as well
So today i found out that i'll be having surgery again right at the start of spring break. lol senior ditch day is coming up i'm so ditching and i went running and jumping for a while today
and it's officially my scale at home is retarded i'm a fatass
i think i might miss the spider on my arm once it's gone tho awwthe future shure does put alot of stress on people and it makes me wonder what are purpose is any ways if it is to even think about it too much

Looking for Jacob

today was nice got home early and like no hw hehe
and yay i'm finally gonna see one of my bestest friends and her bf friday woot. we do great planning just to visit the green room again lol
I love this tank top with the moon it's so New Moon wore the earrings too ^_^
finally went bike ride today too felt like such a fatty but today was good and tomorrow is gonna be good too
and I like my new mascara Telescopic from L'oreal pretty god and fun to work with but of course since it's I wanna buy more eye shadow and myabe liner too

Enchante Bienvenue

H&M boots love them
shorts: Sisley (kids of banna republic i think)
Blazer: H&M
Top: YES kids
Beret: Deena & Ozzy
black tights: ...
Bracelets: macys i need to put the elephant back on
my mom is practicing her photography with me and actually starting to take my pics
I was a little frenchie today finally wore my denna and ozzy berret with gromet details. I can't until after finals but until then i should work hard. And i can't believe how excited i am about comic con and it's not until july. I mostlyl want to go to meet the Twilight cast. I hope that maybe the Hunger Games trailer might be showing or smt ... Im ready to be a geek there but i want to like to wear/steal my bros dragon ball z t-shirt that shrunk on him
And I wore my new Fendi glasses (with out prescription lenses) for techy(nerd) day at school cuz i think i lost my current coach glasses

My Sea Green

beanie: charlotte russe
tank top: old navy
jeans: Guess jeans
cardigan: Cherokee
star studded boots: Ross
Thang Long restaurant
Today I finally went out to eat with my mom at the cutest modern looking vietnamese restaurant and it looks like a cool and relaxed japanese atmosphere. i can't believe how cool the place looks compared to others on bolsa. and the food its' actually a good price pretty cheap and the food tasts real good. Not to mention they have actual presentation which vietnamese restaurants dont normally do

Not in My Mom's Shoes

nt nin us ub the first pic and man i look so so short in these pics oh well it's something
what I wore on sunday:
boots: H&M
Moto Jacket: sashimi
Leopord dress: carole little (given from mom's closet)
blue tights: from mish :D
belt: Charlotte russe
glasses: Coach
RAWR

my weekend has been blah and a major bad procrastinator as always -___-
i forget that this week was voting for senior favorites
and if i could i would like either
Most changed from Freshman Year
Shyest
or in my best dreams Best Dressed
but not.........most likely asleep in class

That Love

Message From God...

"The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it."

excuse me? T^T how many times do i have to be completely sick of hearing about this
right now
i'm becoming more bitter about it because it's almost valentines and the end of senior year and sometimes it would help to have someone to make it seem less lonely when others have someone blech so so tired of all this but then again isn't that the fun when you do finally find someone you like, but it's hella boring now having no
which makes me glad valentines day on chinese new years so i can just be with my family
interest in anyone than to hang with friends and have fun.
OK Wait does this mean since i'm not looking that hard or trying very hard that love will come to me soon??!? haha hmmmm ^_^
Finals here I come and a bunch of break after that hell yeah

Seek Simplicity and Distrust It

I wore a simple outfit today it feels like my wardrobe is being taken over by black and white
Top: xhiliration (target)
Moto Vest: Dark Harts (UO)
Leggings: Foreign Exchange
Boots: Steve Madden Girls

I don't know what to say anymore other than i'm tired
school completely wipes me out i need to take a hold of it and not let it control me.
And I'll say it again as much as i don't care about love that much and would rather not think about it too much it seems to take subject on conversations. I mean I hate what love can do to some people.
In the end love will find a way in the end right? And it will all work out without too much heartache I hope so otherwise it's just sad

And I'm so excited for Omarion right now. It's about time he came back and he's as hot as ever oh yes.

Cinderella Ah Ah

=_= i can't see my pics so i'll just comment on them down here...
I can't believe how tall I managed to look in the first pick like whao
boots: H&M
nylon stockings: ??
Green Top: Oldnavy
beaded cardigan: Gap kids
Purple Bag: H&M
Earrings are in the shape of a music note i like these gifts from my friend
Blue flower Head band: ..? know any differences between the picx

it must be official my shoes are fierce or made for Cinderella
talk talk yeah we talk about boys sure i see it as possible that i could get a boyfriend but at the same time i'm tired of waiting that I don't care or in other words i'm just real patient that well if a guy likes me then i'll be flattered if he actually pursues me er eeeehhhh i'm really over it. I get it my friends have boyfriends and i don't how sad and almost out of high school too
besides i hardly think that my genes are worth passing on

hell i've lost enough of my items (i.e cell phones) that prince charming could find something i've lost and return it to me.
And going back to school has been pretty good but this week is chill and it'll suck at the same timce since i'm just coming back from one of my best breaks yet

I'm a little Magician ...

isn't this neclace cute? it's from macys, and the blazer is H&M

keke bad pic

This head band with top hat was from my friend for christmas from F21, i simply tolerate the store cuz i can't stand how many people shop there that's why i'm beginning to slow down with H&M as well blech already saw a lady with the same bag as me from H&M

a shot of a moon less sky and twinkles of stars

Sometimes I know what I want sometimes I do.

I"m sad the full moon is gone again and it's not as spectacular but at least i can see the tiny little twinkling stars
I'm so easily appreciative of what I have i don't expect too much.
After I went to church I felt down for some reason... I realized there is a part of me missing and it's with my dad's side of the family. I know it's not completely his fault that I don't see that side of the family enough but it would help if he didn't distance us so much from them that when I do get to visit them it feels slightly awkward like me and my brother are the outsiders that must fit in somehow with an already tightly knit group. But not just that because more importantly I havent' seen my poor Ba Noi in forever she's been so sick lately and the last time I saw her she layed in bed the whole time or just sat on the sofa watching whatever on the TV. I can't say i miss the old her since it would sound wrong and she's like slowly dying of old age and it's just sad to watch but I havent even seen her for long time. I feel bad I should try to see her more often even though I can't talk to her much and my limited vietnamese is laughable it's sad I feel awful for not being able to learn and realizing I couldve made a difference to her if only i could communicate with her more.
So I felt touch when my older cousin tried to get in touch with me to get together with the other cousins and really i feel like an after thought sometimes there's very little chance we'll be as close as we used to be. It just seemed simpler then even when my parents divorce was imminent. I felt bad we havent' seen each other much either so I couldn't believe it it's like finally family haha i'm not sure why i'm emotional over this. Afterall they should be easier to get along with since they're around the same age as me and my other cousins are so young compared to me it's hard to connect and i can barely clique with my middle school cousin so I just try to guide her and
ok that's enough... i really want to keep this simple and i can rant on my dad on my livejournal pfft my pathetic excuse of a dad and you wonder why i don't care too much for him and whatever he might have screwed for me