What is Love?

Your HOPES
Your DREAMS
Your EVERYTHING

I started this post a while ago and now I wonder what it was of, but then again looking at the date it might have been something that happened around sadies and now it's almost prom. failed post i'll just post the mv ahaha i've just had enough of it

My Top 5 Favorite Make-Up of the Moment

This is a short Response Post to Ranting's of a Fashion Addict's Giveaway;
Since I just recently got into make-up and I dont have much money to try too much of it out at once. I have developed an Idea of what make-up I do like.

1. L'Oreal Volume Shocking Mascara:

2. L'oreal Telescopic Explosion Mascara: It absolutely does what it promises to fan out your lashes that you hardly need to curl it. It's so much fun to apply on as well. If your'e looking to make your eye look bigger and really open up, then this mascara gets the job done.

3. Cover Girl Lash Blast Luxe Color:

4. Almay Highlighter and Liner:

5. Almay Foundation

As you can see I love Mascara's and top of my wish list is a vibrating mascara

Yes Axe Please

It does matter how a guy smells...
The scent of a guy has alot to do with the attraction a girl has. when a guy has a good scent to them, it makes a girl more attracted to them and easier to be around. A good scent, normally indicates good hygiene and the guy takes care of himself. Really, It's not cool to carry your funk. It helps to know that you care that you don't smell. It's a nice touch when you put a little extra deodorant on or some nice smelling cologne. Who knew have a little cologne on could be so hot? It's like you smell it and it's all good to be close to him.
Furthermore, the scent of a guy would attract to a girl to a guy that has the most different genes to offer the most diverse gene pool possible.
So yes please have on some extra body spray if you know you might smell later
Peace & Love

P.S I love Kesha's version of Run Devil Run so addicted to that song

Santa Cruz Here I come

For some reason i feel worse than I felt this morning. Oh dear And that is an Ironically BAD thing to happen. Now I feel so hot and aching throat and headachey probably because of the sudden hot weather.
Around this time, is an anxious time for seniors. As per usual for me full of regrets of what I have done, where I shouldve been more agressive. there "maybes" I shouldve and so on.
But my life is what it is now and i have to make the best of it. So far I've only been Accepted into California State University of Long Beach and University of California Santa Cruz (UCSC). Not bad considering I only applied to 6 schools and screwed up my applications. Better yet UCSC was my second choice of school so I was pretty excited when I got the e-mail at midnight last night.
My dad of course has to kill all of my achievements if it's not what he wants. I have to say realistically He's not likely to help pay for my college education either and that's a small chance even if I got into UCSD. He makes me feel bad for even trying to think for myself if it's not the same way he thinks, I can't stand having to listen to him so I try my best to tune him out even thought he means well.
Yet I keep checking my UCSD status to see if they had changed it or made a mistake.

Ok enough of my rant on colleges and my sickly self here are a few pics from sunday at the library...(sorry about the bad lighting couldnt fix it atm)

I believe this is what God wants me to know...

... that you cannot free yourself from a problem by shutting your eyes to it. To free yourself from a problem you have to acknowledge it and face it with your eyes and heart open.

More of Dave Days Concert .... later that night

After the concert...It's Dave and Now I want a Green shirt like that. It was totally fun meeting him and everyone XD

me and Stephan Jerzak. Man I really wanted that shirt. and I'm starting to dig his song cute. Oh gawd I can't believe I"m listening to these teeny bopper stuff eh

Ok, as much as I loved his stage he had to make me feel bad for being interested in his music. He had to be skeptical if I truly knew about his upcoming EP, but I did listen I remembered that it was tomorrow this tuesday honestly.
At least I came to the concert and he gained a new fan... anyways it was all in good fun >:)

he played for Dave Days and I have yet to listen to his band's CD, but theyr'e called Defense Breaks Down they're new albumis The night is youngI'll Review them later too
He didnt' perfrom sad, but at least I got a pic with Adam Chojnaki haha i'm not linking to myspace no no no
and lastly a glimpse of my outfit that night and nat's cute dress >.<
It's our sexy model friend Jiuu ;D

Chain Reaction Saturday

I had a great Satruday hanging out with friends and meeting a bunch of new people and yes this is an over due post. That day was supposed to be a photoshoot and Concert and it was that and more yeah hehe. I had a greet going to Cypress for a while and meeting Britney. I heard a great sex joke that day ;D.I'm so glad I went with Nat and Jiuu to Chain Reaction it was a blast and I want to go Again. I had so much freaking fun. Despite the fact that there were so many teeny boppers there. I had a good amount of amusement out of them screaming for Dave, no offense to nat, he is adorable just not my cup of tee. However the rest of the bands there weren't that bad either.

I thought the first band to play was pretty good so I was looking forward to the rest of the night. I later figured that they were called The Mainland and I got a sample CD to take him. Yes I have listened to it and I have to say it is pretty darn good I"m really enjoying it and I want to hear more from them. ^_^ I'll have a longer Review of them when i can
The Second Act was a little sad and desperate nuff said, they had great energy, but silly string ... please.
:D the Third act was called the Setting Sunrise and I found his youtube @ joeybiagas and he was quite different from the rest that it was like a breath of fresh air. He had a totally different vibe from everyone else that was welcoming. Not to mention he interacted and played with the audience expertly that had girls screaming for him.
He also did a cover of Nothin on you which was exciting and very enjoyable. And how cool was it that he had a surprise rapper with him on it too. the rapper pictured above was quite adorable too
here's the vid i had to have one vid from the night albeit not ours


Next up was an even more well known youtuber so I guess no need for formal introductions but it was Stephan Jerzak. At least he sang his sang "Cute" <3

Last but not least there was the long awaited Dave Days portion where he sings his parodies of Miley Cyrus Songs and tries to squeeze in a few originals. He has and adorable face yeah but he's too young and skinny looking for my taste. I don't think he should be that popular but whatever.



Later after the show we got to meet, take pictures and get autographs

Anti-Prom

Confirmation vs Prom
For the love of god at this rate i dont care if i even go to prom, when i still have to go to my brother's confirmation. I'd rather not go to either or not go to prom at all since it'll all be effed up with everything. It's not that i need the attention on me or anything i'd just like the time to look my best for once in my life T^T this ight be a bit obscene for a Catholic practic but Fuuuuuuuuck it all i got to the damn confirmation and not to my school's prom. considering that i wish that some of my friends would still try to go to prom to enjoy their senior year, I happen to have another event i have to go more important to prom and they probably wont go at all, I"m getting sick and tired of trying to get them out of the house, they can be home bodies. Oh yeah and I doubt that i'll even get a date and what date would want to have to pick me up from who knows where that day at the church or at home or at the restaurant?!?!! LMAO if I get to some other schools prom on some other day instead -_-
LET's Go ANTI-Prom!!! >:(

Epik High - Run

i'm a have to keep running as fast as i can since i shouldn't let it pass idly by.
I'm going to have to start feeling guilty and think more about myself since i get too worried about hurting someones feelings especially my mom. Since i screwed up my college application, i'm gonna have to go to csulb and do my best. I mean goodness the applications and tests costs so much. I stay positive too much and I should face the truth and be more aware of what's going on around me. Too bad I get too spacey sometimes

And here's my friend's cartoon of all of us :D

from left to right: SoJeong, Me, HyeSeung, Hannah, and Mish

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One Way - One Love

top: American Rag
vest: f21
leggings: 0ldnavy
studded heels: tulus @ Hot Topic

ok i cannot get enough of this new kpop trio who have chance(leader), peter and youngsky and their not from korea who wouldve thought. I mean Chance is from L.A woot, youngsky from australia aussi prdie there and peter from both sydney australia and L.A that's just awesome
i wish my life could be more like that

again i completely admire them for composing all of their songs that it has quite the fresh take on music these days and so addicting

well currently jamming to new 8ight music woot

Yesterday I went to the dentist and apparently i have one of my few ever cavities -_- thus making me aware of eating sweets

here's their current single :D and it's a beautifully done mv too, the bg and the nice dance with it



and this mv of their song oneway is way chill and cool too

Studd Machine

you know i love my studds they're what make me prickly
Not to mention i remember i bought some cute studded shoes earlier
And yes i'm looking for my studd machine both forms mind you, I can't help but love studs on clothes and it wouldnt hurt if i could get an acutal stud ;D

Top: American Rag
skirt: Roxy

It's Shock Time

I'm so B2ST in love <3 I"m at a loss of words for them because I simply adore them. They are so HOT and so Beastly, I swear. I dont even mind that it slightly resembles Big Bang. I think the whole mini album and music video came out beautifully and brilliantly. Rarely do i like all of the songs on a mini album but i do. OMG I can't wait to see their performance tonight ^_^ They're just getting better and better. Damn cube even the ending for the mv is tight because it previews another artist. But I thought Jiyoon was gonna maybe debut

Ok I wish the intro song was longer and it could be promoted too XD
1. Shock of the New Era


Here's the Awesome Music Video for the Title Song
2. Shock:
I have to say did not catch on with me at first but it's starting to get addicted to it hehe i love the dance the "shock" part is so cute i wanna learn this yes


3. Special: actually one of my faves love Junhyuengs rap i think i love the joker even more because of him <3




4. Take Care of My Girl Friend (Say No)
definitely one of the best songs that makes me melt sorry i'm not the best person for reviewing albums i wish


5. Easy


I will always stay with them I love jun hyeung even though he has a mohawk now he's a beast
and yeosop is adorable keke
I"m going to post a remix by a producer on youtube that i think is pretty awesome they just make the songs work for the most part like his latest one.

Marshmallow

ok i think i've really broken the camera, a lens error that i need to figure out how to fix sooooon before my mom figures out >.<'''' at any rate that's my BIG guilt for not posting here for a long time However i think i'll still try to post anyways however lame the pictures XP I've been getting more headaches lately

vest: f21
plaid shirt: nordstrom rack
boots: ross

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so tired so much to do this weekend again apparently and i kinda dont wanna go, weird i'm not as excited lately but even with a new eye candy it helps a bit